Sometimes I wished he would say thank you
It`s not too much to ask for I suppose. But I wished he would thank me for the sex after we did it. It`s weird and I know it`s supposed to be mutual but I tend to think that he does not think about it once it`s done or maybe I`m not good enough at it… I don`t know. If he thanked me a few hours after or the next day, that would settle matters. I`m the one who`s always asking me if it was good… That`s pathetic. I guess I`m not good in bed…
First one
This is the story of a girl, a weird one, who sees stuff and is in love and that girl is me. If I had to start from the beginning it would be boring as hell. So I`m just gonna brief you up.
This year I`ve survived a lot of tragedies. I have lost my precious dog Kushie, my to-be father-in-law and my cat Shoukie, in chronological order. As ridiculous as it might sound, I was quite equally affected by the 3 losses. Yet somehow, I know that Kushie is resting in peace. His time had come and he was getting old. God how I miss him! But I also know that he is fine where he is. Shoukie the cat is a different story, he left home, fled and never came back.
As for my father-in-law, that`s a painful story. He was human and contrary to animals, you can hear their voice even when they are gone. I do hear his voice sometimes in my head. Those memories… He died of a heart-attack, a sudden death. I know my boyfriend misses him, that was his father and I am really wanting to cheer him up about this.
